I just want to be that calm and relaxed, and undisturbed for like 10 minutes. Unfortunately, it seems that if I achieve the calm/relaxed part (which is rarely), I can’t get the alone time, and if I have the alone time, I’m suddenly anxiety-ridden or just overwhelmed with a mental to-do list.
I also really would like those pants.
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I can still do the lotus headstand(: Just had to make sure that wasn’t a fluke thing….and I also got a full headstand! There were more crooked ones than straight ones, but still :D Not sure where to go from here though….I’m definitely still a beginner; I need to work on strengthening my core and becoming more flexible. I know those come with time but…any tips?
I definitely need to do more of number 1….and every other number on there. I’ll challenge myself if you guys will<3
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no one ever lets me give them a piggyback ride
they’re just like “i might break you”
no you foolish mortal
i have the strength of a thousand horses
please, place yourself upon my back
Ahahahaha I love this.
mancreatedmirrors: I hate this. I’m actually pretty strong, something I worked hard to be after my eating disorder.
I believe this is called a lotus headstand? I got it! Although I definitely needed the pillows because I totally fell over….like 6 or 7 times. Balance comes with practice though so I suppose I should exercise some patience or something.
*I know I’m kind of crooked. I’ll work on it(:
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I thought it went pretty well. Although I was having heart palpitations the entire time because I was so nervous. I left my personal connection at “I have a friend whose sister has an eating disorder,” which is completely true; Still, part of me wonders how it would have been received if I told them the most important personal connection- me.
Anyway, I got done and decided to pass around my “visual,” which was a poster covered in handprints- which by the way took forever to do because I had to wash the paint off my hands after every print. I asked everyone to write 1 non-physical thing they liked about themselves on it. It actually worked out pretty well, and it was refreshing to read confident words.
Unfortunately, I then realized, as I sat down after answering my last question, that I only went for nine minutes, instead of the required ten. And now I’m stressed out because I reeeally need an A on this.
But it’s over, and I’m exhausted because being worried and stress is…stressful. I hope I can turn of my mind soon- I need some serious Z’s.
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Devon. Cross Country. Coffee. God. Life. Recovering from Anorexia Nervosa, Perfectionism, BDD, and self-harm. I went to Remuda Ranch. I am determined to find and believe that God is enough. My ask is always open(: 
